Re: Would you like *chips* with your *orders* , sir?
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THE UNIVERSAL FEAR OF BEING KNOWN
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This is a major feature of the human condition and you can see it
everywhere - the absolute terror human beings have of being known as
who they are, a huge fear of being seen as they really are, of
revealing the truth about themselves and about what they are really
thinking and feeling.
Conventional/academic 'psychology' has no explanation of the human
condition, and concerns itself largely with useless, sadistic,
vivisectionist tormenting of white rats, in a vain attempt to conceal
the intellectual and emotional bankruptcy of their so-called
'science'
of 'psychology.'
Life is simple.
But you are trained to imagine that only your superiors - 'doctors' /
'academics' / 'professionals' - can explain anything of importance to
you.
The opposite is the truth, because if 'academics' ever advocated
truth
and healing, they would be as 'turkeys voting for Christmas,' because
when we heal our civilisation, we will have no politicians, no
governments, no 'academics' in the sense that we have them today.
When
the human race matures, when humanity 'comes of age,' when our
civilisation heals and becomes sane - there will be no money, no
exploitative power, no governments, no academic elitism as we know
know them today......... although there will be then a class of human
beings known as *public servants* . Therefore the present-day
'authorities' will always oppose healing, as healing means no more
'authorities.'
Turkeys don't vote for Christmas; therefore governments and academics
will always oppose healing.
Healing comes from you and me, the man and woman in the street, when
you get the courage to think independently of the bums and parasites
in the government and in the universities, as I am doing.
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Today let's focus on that near-universal human trait - our absolute
terror of being known as who we really are.
Where did that fear of being known come from?
Part of my healing gift is to help you to see that the explanations
and answers to life's tormenting questions are simple, are
intelligible to everybody without need of formal education and
without
need of verification by 'experts.'
So, why are you all so ABSOLUTELY TERRIFIED of revealing yourselves
as
who you actually are?
As always, the lesson of Oxana Malaya is a vital part of the answer.
Think of Oxana. Think of our overwhelming urge to IMITATE and REPEAT
our prominent early experiences, particularly if associated with
physical survival.
Next, I can identify for you one of the major early episodes in every
human being's life which most definitely was and is associated with
our physical survival.
Do you want to focus your minds and see something important about
yourselves, which no academic 'psychologist' and no bogus "therapist"
will ever tell you?
OK, follow the simple, straight-line logic with me.
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1. Oxana Malaya demonstrates vividly our intense impulse and need to
imitate and repeat prominent early experiences, especially those
directly and clearly associated with physical survival.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lMbf8R9BPyg
2. Next look again at Peter Newman's two documents highlighting anal
eroticism in the mother-infant relationship (the two brief and more
'readable' ones):
Your Baby is not a Sack of Potatoes, Mrs !
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_121hsrds9ww
Careless Hands
http://docs.google.com/View?id=dddp6bt4_187gpmt3sjh
3. Have you looked again at those two documents. Please do so, even
if
only briefly scrolling through them.
Undeniable conclusion: you, all of you, male and female, as you grew
out of infancy and gained movement and vocabulary, had a powerfully
intense urge to return your mother's love to her exactly as given, by
caressing your mother's anus exactly as she had caressed your anus,
with the emphasis on LOVE, expressing your love for your mother by
putting that orgasmic smile on her face as you stroked your mother's
anus, corresponding to the orgasmic smile she had placed on your face
as she pleasured you in your anus. You don't remember it, but look
again at that image in "Careless Hands."
4. Because our civilisation in insane, the immediate purpose of
motherhood is to ration love by rejecting and tormenting babies to
fill them with repressed rage to be discharged on the battlefields of
permanent inter-tribal wars.
5. Therefore, as you inevitably reached out to return your mother's
love by caressing and pleasuring her anus (as shown in the later
images in "Your Baby is not a Sack of Potatoes, Mrs !") - your mother
was condemned to bombard you with an avalanche of toxic shame to
ration love and reduce you to soldier material. You longed to return
her love exactly as given to you. You were developing language/
vocabulary skills and you longed to tell her how much you loved her
and adored her, and how much you longed to give her the same pleasure
in her anus as she had given to you in your anus. But she was
condemned to slap your arm in reprimand as you reached for her anus,
and to place a stern, condemnatory expression on her face and torment
you with the toxic shame, saying 'that's dirty' or similar words,
which left you bewildered and heartbroken, but - above all -
ABSOLUTELY TERRIFIED. (You don't remember. I do remember. You too can
recover those terrible memories.)
6. CONCLUSIONS:
That was *who you were* - a baby longing to return your mother's love
as given, by pleasuring your mother's anus as she had pleasured your
anus.
But to reveal yourself as who you really were was to lose your
mother's acceptance and nurturing, which threatened your
survival.....
you being the dependent baby that you were.
So, you learned that lesson from your warmongering mother: to reveal
your true self to another, to reveal your innermost thoughts, is a
terrifying threat to your survival.
Remembering again Oxana Malaya, we all are now condemned to repeat
for
the rest of our lives that piece of behaviour so indelibly wired into
our brains as being associated with our safety and survival:
never reveal your true self; fear it greatly, because your
warmongering mother taught you that if you reveal your true self,
your
true thoughts and feelings to others, your survival is endangered.
Do you see it now - why you all are so terrified of being known, so
terrified of being seen as who you actually are, so terrified of
revealing your true thoughts and feelings?
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But that's not all of it. Oh no. It's even worse.
WHO IS THE PERSON YOU ARE MOST OF ALL TERRIFIED OF REVEALING YOUR
TRUE
SELF TO?
Answer: it is your wife/husband/lover.
The one you love most of all is the one you are most terrified of
revealing your true self to.
Why?
Because your mother was the one you loved most, and your mother made
you terrified of revealing to her your true self, your true thoughts
and feelings - your intensely urgent need to pleasure your mother in
her anus as she had pleasured you in your anus.
If you still can't see it, you will after you do the reparenting
exercises.
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RELEVANT LINKS AGAIN:
1. Oxana Malaya demonstrates vividly our intense impulse and need to
imitate and repeat prominent early experiences, especially those
directly and clearly associated with physical survival.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lMbf8R9BPyg
2. Next look again at Peter Newman's two documents highlighting anal
eroticism in the mother-infant relationship (the two brief and more
'readable' ones):
Your Baby is not a Sack of Potatoes, Mrs !
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_121hsrds9ww
Careless Hands
http://docs.google.com/View?id=dddp6bt4_187gpmt3sjh
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PS - Regrettably I have to repeat my 'health warning' about the
reparenting exercises. They may release powerful emotions in some
people, which you may find difficult to cope with, and the present
tragic civilisation - especially our FAKE "therapy industry" - does
not even recognise the existence of these primal emotions. So be
careful of what you say to other people if you recover the memories
of
the authentic states of infancy, and do not attempt those exercises
at
all if you don't have at least one person in your life who will
always
love you unconditionally.
It's called an emotional safety net, for a person who comes to
realise
s/he is surrounded by about six billion brain-dead imbeciles.
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date: Sun, 8 Nov 2009 11:06:11 -0800 (PST)
author: Special Care
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