something good, but it's blown a big hole in my belief structure which 
echoes right back to about 30 years ago.  I'm finding it hard to believe, 
but at the same time I'm really quite chuffed.

On 3 Nov, 22:34, "Lachlan - KotU" <hamf...@gmail.invalid> wrote:
> something good, but it's blown a big hole in my belief structure which
> echoes right back to about 30 years ago.  I'm finding it hard to believe,
> but at the same time I'm really quite chuffed.

and....??????

Don't be so cryptic!

Lachlan - KotU wrote:
> something good, but it's blown a big hole in my belief structure which 
> echoes right back to about 30 years ago.  I'm finding it hard to 
> believe, but at the same time I'm really quite chuffed.

if you've found "god" i'm going to ****ing scream

"humble.life"  wrote in message 
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> Lachlan - KotU wrote:
>> something good, but it's blown a big hole in my belief structure which 
>> echoes right back to about 30 years ago.  I'm finding it hard to believe, 
>> but at the same time I'm really quite chuffed.
>
> if you've found "god" i'm going to ****ing scream


If anyone's going to be finding anyone it'll be "god" finding me and 
changing his ways, either that or giving up altogether.

No, its better than that, and more proveable.  I mean my belief structure 
about myself and where a good deal of my shitty self esteem problems stem 
from.  And even better than that, its because of something I set in motion 
myself, precipitated by a seemingly chance event which has in turn been 
caused by a chain of events stretching back as far as I can think.  Its as 
though everything has been leading up to this moment. Of course I know all 
of that's nonsense and whilst causes do have effects, I've no belief in any 
sort of "grand plan" bringing all of these together with a specific outcome 
as its ultimate goal.  If I was a believer in stuff like that, I'd be seeing 
Da Vinci codes all over the place.

"Sasquatch"  wrote in message 
news:122d33ad-e09b-4a78-abea-a6644ea3bb10@a32g2000yqm.googlegroups.com...
> On 3 Nov, 22:34, "Lachlan - KotU" <hamf...@gmail.invalid> wrote:
>> something good, but it's blown a big hole in my belief structure which
>> echoes right back to about 30 years ago. I'm finding it hard to believe,
>> but at the same time I'm really quite chuffed.
>
> and....??????
>
> Don't be so cryptic!


Ok, the short answer is I've met a girl.  A very nice girl.  A girl I've 
known for a very long time, but not as anything more than a passing 
acquaintance.  If I was into plans and schemes and things like that, I could 
trace the events leading up to her and I getting together right back as far 
as I can remember in so much as if I'd done one thing from a series of 
actions even a little different then this wouldn't have happened.  Even to 
the point of thinking that if I had never suffered from depression it 
would've changed things.  Of course I don't believe in stuff like that, but 
if I did........
Anyway, yes, I've met a very nice girl who seems to like me every bit as 
much as I like her.  I'm hoping it lasts, but were it not to, it's altered a 
lot of my self perception already.  Probably for the better.

On 4 Nov, 01:07, "Lachlan - KotU" <hamf...@gmail.invalid> wrote:
> "Sasquatch"  wrote in message
>
> news:122d33ad-e09b-4a78-abea-a6644ea3bb10@a32g2000yqm.googlegroups.com...
>
> > On 3 Nov, 22:34, "Lachlan - KotU" <hamf...@gmail.invalid> wrote:
> >> something good, but it's blown a big hole in my belief structure which
> >> echoes right back to about 30 years ago. I'm finding it hard to believe,
> >> but at the same time I'm really quite chuffed.
>
> > and....??????
>
> > Don't be so cryptic!
>
> Ok, the short answer is I've met a girl.  A very nice girl.  A girl I've
> known for a very long time, but not as anything more than a passing
> acquaintance.  If I was into plans and schemes and things like that, I could
> trace the events leading up to her and I getting together right back as far
> as I can remember in so much as if I'd done one thing from a series of
> actions even a little different then this wouldn't have happened.  Even to
> the point of thinking that if I had never suffered from depression it
> would've changed things.  Of course I don't believe in stuff like that, but
> if I did........
> Anyway, yes, I've met a very nice girl who seems to like me every bit as
> much as I like her.  I'm hoping it lasts, but were it not to, it's altered a
> lot of my self perception already.  Probably for the better.

Cool :) And just go with the flow.

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Lachlan - KotU wrote:
> 
> 
> "Sasquatch"  wrote in message 
> news:122d33ad-e09b-4a78-abea-a6644ea3bb10@a32g2000yqm.googlegroups.com...
> 
>> On 3 Nov, 22:34, "Lachlan - KotU" <hamf...@gmail.invalid> wrote:
>>
>>> something good, but it's blown a big hole in my belief structure which
>>> echoes right back to about 30 years ago. I'm finding it hard to believe,
>>> but at the same time I'm really quite chuffed.
>>
>>
>> and....??????
>>
>> Don't be so cryptic!
> 
> 
> 
> Ok, the short answer is I've met a girl.

Congratulations. I hope it works out for both of you.

> A very nice girl.

Oh, not a 'naughty' girl :(

> A girl I've 
> known for a very long time, but not as anything more than a passing 
> acquaintance.  If I was into plans and schemes and things like that, I 
> could trace the events leading up to her and I getting together right 
> back as far as I can remember in so much as if I'd done one thing from a 
> series of actions even a little different then this wouldn't have 
> happened.

You were a cunning little toddler :)

> Even to the point of thinking that if I had never suffered 
> from depression it would've changed things.  Of course I don't believe 
> in stuff like that, but if I did........
> Anyway, yes, I've met a very nice girl who seems to like me every bit as 
> much as I like her.  I'm hoping it lasts, but were it not to, it's 
> altered a lot of my self perception already.  Probably for the better.

I hope it lasts too.

(((very nice girl)))

Evil Nigel

Congrats Lachlan.  I hope this works out for you.

"Lachlan - KotU" <hamfish@gmail.invalid> wrote in message 
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> something good, but it's blown a big hole in my belief structure which 
> echoes right back to about 30 years ago.  I'm finding it hard to believe, 
> but at the same time I'm really quite chuffed.